what I learned these past couple of days/a lil about me

*stop thinking negative about shit ….look on the bright side (bc 
there’s always I bright side)

*have patience ………..i guess im NOT patience i have had a few
brushes w/ death so i live in the moment..something that could be a bad thing

*jury duty <~ im putting that in GODS hands …can’t stress over that

*I don’t trust ANYBODY ..I don’t believe NOTHING that nobody say 
BUT I think that THAT’S my biggest problem bc it’s ok to keep ur guard up but wen it starts to get in the way of shit u have to ease up unless u want to lose sum1/sumthin

*have fun…cherish every moment of your life…..even the small shit

……….I feel that my life is inconsistent at times… & when stuff isnt consistent it can make you feel insecure..

people running in & out my life (my grandmother: death……..my dad: being stupid..etc)

…things not working out (like my projects: mags..websites…etc) school… it takes its toll. I got tired of getting my hopes up so i seen stuff in a negative light like “naw this is too good to be true”

My thoughts about different things in life ~> http://bit.ly/RockysRealTalk

I feel VERY misunderstood bc people don’t get where I’M coming from at times… they’re quick to judge me. (whether I do something right OR wrong)  I feel like a celeb at times bc of that…. I’M HUMAN (they are too)..and I don’t go by anyone else’s blueprint on life bc IT’S MY LIFE so I’m bound to make mistakes *shrugs*

Offline… Online

Why do people separate their online life from their offline life? It’s like the internet is another dimension to them or something.

#NoBueno

Unlike Most People…(to be cont.)

I’ll hold you down through thick and thin and I’m not just saying that.

Unlike Most People

I know how it feels to be hurt… to be lonely… to feel like don’t nobody give a f—- about you and I will never hurt someone intentionally (and will do my best to not hurt you in any circumstance because there’s no excuse for it.)

Unlike Most People

I don’t feel obligated to feel a certain way about someone/something. So, if I say that I love you it’s not because you love me it’s because that’s the way I FEEL about you.

Unlike Most People

I keep it real. (I’ll let my actions speak for that)

Unlike Most People

I will not judge you. If you come to me with a problem, WE will get through it (even if you caused it)

Unlike Most People

I like to resolve stuff. (I don’t like for stuff to carry on to the next day)

replying to some emails…

EMAIL:

first question:

I just got out of a relationship a couple of mobths ago. We were 2getha for a year…she basically left me and fucked with a nother girl. I found out she was cheating on me constantly after we hit 6months. I neva truly had her. Yet she claims she loves me. She wants me baq. What would you du.

My RE:

Either she really loves you and just don’t know how to commit OR she playing you! ..like I said before cheating usually has to deal with people filling voids (other times its just temptation). If you want it to work you have to know what’s leading to all this cheating. Tell her to be straight with you because there’s a reason behind everybodies actions..

Second question:

Next I Really like dis girl at my school I had a crush on ha since last year but neva really moved to ne thing cuz I was in a relationship. Wen I wasn’t I slept ova ha crib and we had a moment. But dat was a while ago. Now I c her again everyday…and I’m really strtn to like her she likes me to but she knows I’m stressed about a lot and mah attitude can come out rude at times. She wants something btwn us but she wants me to change. Wut du u think about that???

My RE:

If you think you’re not “stable” enough to be in a relationship tell her. I mean do you really want to ”drag” somebody into your problems? Get yourself together first feel me? 

ok…real talk is back!!

im about to start writing in this section again. But i have writers block. I can write tons of stuff if you help me help you sort of speak.

email me at rockysrealtalk@gmail.com if you need advice or just wanna know what my views are on a certain subject. i will post my response on here and email you the link.

also, i wanna make a “group blog” were different people voice their opinions about stuff (Cafe Talk lol)..

http://rockys-world.tumblr.com/tagged/real%20talk <== thats a direct link to my real talk post

You Have The Power…

Some people underestimate the capabilities of the human brain. You have the power to control every situation with your mind. You think things into existance whether its good things or bad. So with that being said, think positive and you will live a more positive life.

You might not be able to control the situationitself but you can change that emotion that was triggered by the particular event. If you dwell in your sorrow you you’re just going to be a sad person. You are what you eat. If you feed into negativity then you’re goin to shit it out. 

Remember: Events might not be changing but your emotions are!

Real Talk (ruff draft lol)

We have to stick 2getha, its 2much hatin goin on as is. We are goin againist are own kind at the end of the day, and what what kind is that? HUMANS. I have a whole bunch of str8/gay/white/blue/yellow friends & dey might not do wat i do or get it how i live but we still cool…

Race: Right off the bat, i HATE when people pull the race card for noooo reason.

As as far as different races having their own groups and stuff (like we have bet, NAACP..etc) It’s ok because we’re not putting down other races and we dont put up signs like “for black only” and shit like that. I heard a white person try to compare the NAACP to the KKK lol. Even the Black Pathers was trying to get equal rights for blacks.

Sexual Orientation: Gays hatin str8s and vice versa…den its sum gay girls dat hate dudes.. Come now, if it wasnt 4 da dudes dat u hate so much u wudnt be here. What it all boils dwn 2 it everybody thinks they’re rite & at da end it da day there’s no wrong answer! If ur str8? its cool, swing both ways? its cool, if your just plain gay its cool.. 


People think that since there’s not doin way you’re doin then its wrong. well im here to tell you that there are no wrong answers to life as a whole.


Fuck these standards that yall live by. I live every aspect of my life standardless ya dig?…

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Real Talk

ME:

Im different from anybody you’ll ever met & depending on how mature & focused u are dat cud be a gud or bad thing.Im a very luvin & understanding person who doe not believe in holding grudges & if you’re worth the trouble,i will try with every oz in my being to make shit right with you. i believe that anger is what destroys relationships not just the problems that fuel it. Ex.If i did sumthin 2 u & u get mad at me,at dis point in my life ima chill & let you get all ur anger & sadness out.y shud i fight it when i know im in da wrong ya dig? (like a discussed before) Wen u cool dwn i wud want to talk shit out with u if its worth it bcuz if i did sumin wrong its prolly cause im still find MY way & i get fearful sumtimes & mite “attack” but dat jus shows dat i need more luv.Dnt fight with me cuz it will only make shit worse. Im out here doin my own thing as u can c & its really hard out here.Its hard to be like me & NOT follow in nebody elses foot steps.Dats wat im doin: creatin my OWN path to greatness & its trial & error…..

Real talk

i will rewrite this later but for now check it out:

Don’t let anybody/thing  make you…

Treat your life like a house that your constantly building. Some people might have real big houses..others might have little ones.

With that being said. NEVER let anybody come in and help you build your house because if/when they leave they will take what they helped to build and if it’s your foundation then you’re screwed lol.

Treat everything IN your life like an accessory (with or without if you’re good).

that’s why I just look at these people thats stuntin real hard out here with all the cars, money etc…  Take that away from them and who are they???

Real Talk

Let me tell u something that i learned: dont ever let your ego get in da way of what you got (friend/relationships). You might fuck up sometimes but man up 2 your shit dont fight them because it will only make shit worse. If you in the wrong jus shut up & let them get their anger and sadness out & continue 2 show them love even if she aint showing you none at da time! (dont bug them though lol)

Anger fucks up stuff because its not what a person does but how dey react that can be da diffence between yall breakin up or stayin togetha.